I know I was positive throughout, but I think the positivity is starting to lose momentum. I don't know how much longer I can tread on water before I tire and drown. Suddenly everything is weighing down on me and I feel like crawling into some deep, dark, place to be on my own.
It's at the back of my mind. What will happen on Wednesday? I don't know. I really don't know. I want to know. I want my shimmer of hope back, but it's just not there.
Today I think I'm getting a well deserved cry-session.
It's at the back of my mind. What will happen on Wednesday? I don't know. I really don't know. I want to know. I want my shimmer of hope back, but it's just not there.
Today I think I'm getting a well deserved cry-session.
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